Breakfast on Martin King’s Holiday
By Wanda Sabir
|Denise, Wanda, Delene, Jovelyn|
Just a week before Waleena Mitchell died from a stroke, while another resident, who had been hospitalized for about three weeks was released back into the streets. Mr. Lee told us that the ill woman’s family invited her home to recuperate. Her partner, Mr. Robert, in the meantime is still on the street (this year making three years without adequate housing). We are certain the excessive cold weather December-now, added to the circumstances which caused Waleena's death.
After I loaded the car with grilled wieners, Danish pastries and cinnamon and blueberry cake, insulated gloves, Styrofoam containers, forks, serving utensils, non-latex gloves for servers, toiletry packs, wool socks, rain ponchos, sweatshirts and knit hats, a sympathy card for the deceased husband – Mr. Lionel hadn’t been able to say goodbye. The hospital refused to let him see his partner, and then she died—I got on the road.
|Delene (with coffee), Denise, Jovelyn (serving)|
|A little music to brighten the morning|
His late mother was an attorney and he’d spent a lot of time thinking about and studying human behavior. I learned that he was born in a small Louisiana town, Donaldsonville, but raised in Los Angeles and the Bay Area. This is where my friend, Dr. Robert Hillary King, prison abolitionist, was raised as a child.
Mitchell said before we study a person’s mental capacity, we needed to understand how he fits within the dominant system which of course affects the thinking of its members. I told him I’d just completed two years in Depth Psychology, which is the study of the unconscious. This shifted the conversation again as we spoke about energy and archetypes and inherited patterns of behavior. He asked me if in my studies I looked at grief or mourning. I told him this and trauma was of special interest to me. This is one of the reasons why The Auset Movement includes performance art with the meal; there is healing energy in dance, singing, music. Jovelyn, playwright, novelist, who was serving the meal said the music was an invitation “home,” home to self, home to spirit.
|Kwalin & Delene|
I kept interrupting our conversation to run over to greet new people as they approached the table where food was being served. I would inquire as to what they might need and then go to my trunk and get a few items. My trunk served as my store.
The meal consisted of our normal fare: Jovelyn cooked up a pot of her potatoes again. This time she added cumin and curry giving the potato dish an orange streak against a buttery background. Ms. Dolores sat in front of her tent slowly eating her breakfast. The previous week when I dropped by I asked the residents what they needed and what they wanted. She wanted earrings, so I brought her several pair. She thanked me for remembering. She looked pleased with my selection.
While people came to pick up a meal or a piece of fruit, Brother Tacuma, Brother Val, Brother Tabaji and several others made a circle and began playing music. Again, it was like a call home. A little girl began to dance, her mother joined her and then Jovelyn between serving potatoes made a few moves (smile). The sun was shining brightly, a reflection of the mood among those present. When Lisa and her son arrived, they set up tables which is where Claudia and her husband served coffee, along with the juice and water. We also put gloves and knitted beanies there too. We didn't have many clothes items this time, especially men's pants and shoes, which everyone seems to need.
|Tacuma King (back to us) and Friends|
As I stood speaking to Zora a car which had stopped nearby sped up and tried to run the two of us over. This happened a few more times with other cars and trucks passing by.
I’d noticed this before when I’d visited the first week with RJ.
At night it’s really dark there and with the rain cold and damp the site is pretty uninviting. We passed out rain ponchos and socks, a coat and shoes until we ran out. As I edit this reflection a day later, it is raining again and I can’t help but think about this community. I would love to drive by with more coffee of a careen of hot chicken noodle soup to warm them up inside. I noticed that they all knew each other and said kind words to each other. They also all had dogs for protection. Three people had work, while others were displaced because they lost their jobs. One woman said that her unemployment ran out and she could not renew it. She said she could apply for general assistance this month.
Another woman lost her children (two daughters to the foster care system). She lost custody of her two daughters when she didn’t have housing one summer. She said they slept outside for three days and then they were gone. Her mother reported her and got custody of one child. The other child went to strangers. It took a year for the two children to be reunited. Leajay had been on her own since 17 (when same mother kicked her out). She is 33 now. She was an alcoholic, went into a program and cleaned up while pregnant with her first daughter. She was sober for ten years employed teaching parenting skills to women. She went into prisons to help woman; she also counseled them on how to keep their kids. The irony was losing her own, when the job ended.
She lost everything all at once, job, housing, belongings in storage, children, then freedom when the Berkeley police arrested her and put her in jail. This happened many times. Homelessness is a crime in Berkeley (she said) and the remedy, incarceration. I assumed that she was camping at UC Berkeley and other public or private spaces which did not want her present, so those people called and had her arrested, instead of helping the young mother find stable housing and get her kids back. So now she stays at this encampment which lately has been flooding, but despite the flooding, she said, at least no government officials or police -- agencies with the authority to make them evacuate, seem to care that she and the seven or so other persons are there.
Geraldo, an older Latino man, has arthritis so he suffers in the cold weather. Kaileen, who looked like a teenager, was soaking wet, from her shoes and socks up to her size 4-5 denim pants. All the people RJ and I met just a week earlier with the portable houses on wheels were gone, and who could blame them. They could move to higher ground, so they rolled away.
There was a gentleness with which everyone spoke to each other, even when one of the men, was bit edgy and went off a couple of times, once with his puppy who pooped all over the inside of his tent. Even when we were almost intentionally run over, all Zora, a younger resident, commented when we stepped back, that some motorists are unkind.
Outdoor survival camping is a skill set these adults have; however, it is not the kind of housing environment one should have to exist under. I saw lots of abandoned spaces—tarps and other paraphernalia indicating prior occupation. It was all that was left from the set up a week earlier when there were people living there.
We also saw a couple of government folks testing the soil nearby. I don’t know why they were testing the soil. I noticed that the space had been cleaned up a bit since the previous week. RJ had left large plastic bags residents had requested to keep the trash and garbage cleaned up, to deter vermin. RJ and I noticed a difference at the first encampment. The city had picked up piles of furniture and other items illegally dumped at the encampment. Further down the street at the second encampment, we didn't notice much difference.
Though Waste Management had picked up the larger items, like couches, broken furniture and discarded clothes, what I couldn’t understand was why they didn’t pick up everything and then sweep up what was left. They also did not leave brooms and dust pans for residents to keep the space cleaned up in either location.
I think today makes Day 14 since council person Brooks made the recommendation to convert the Garden Center into a shelter in 15 days. I presume this site will be opening this week, perhaps tomorrow, day 15?
Attend City Council Meeting this evening, Jan. 19, 2016, 5:30 p.m. in Council Chambers, 1 Frank Ogawa Plaza (free parking at garage on Clay at 14th Street) and comment on the proposed Housing Crisis, Agenda Item: 13. The report is 38 pages long. I suggest reading it in advance to prepare comments.